ha, after all the exchange of very 'polite' messages last night, i've come to realise something. i don't know if i should be laughing or crying. anyway, even if i cried, i won't be crying over the fact that i've lost a brother. but crying over the fact that mum has just wasted fifteen years of her life bringing up a person whom we totally don't know anymore. all her worries, all her love and all her sacrifices have just gone down the drain. really, i'm just speechless from all your words. i don't know what your heart is made of and i don't know who you really are. if i were to ask what caused that change in you, i'm damn sure you know the answer yourself. fancy dumping us over a girl (bitch) whom you've only known for less than a year. and yah you can just call me an ugly bitch. i'm so happy to hear that coming from you (but please open your eyes bigger or put on your specs before you tell me that she has the looks. yucks.). anyway, let me just tell you one thing. when the whole world turns its back on you, the only people who will come to your rescue is your own family. now you're cursing us to break up. are you still human? nah, maybe not. probably cos every part of your brain is already filled up with that bitch's scent. oh well. what a pity. let's see how long you can survive outside yeah? i shall wash my hands off you. since you already think you own the world.